Thursday, November 05, 2009
dejected
rejected again. after interview with CH2M Hill. guess I have absolute no affinity with interview-based jobs. in fact, i despise myself for performing horribly in interviews. and this time, it suddenly struck me even getting an internship is so difficult, what about when it comes to finding a job?
some people have the luxury of getting multiple internship offers, while people, such as me on the other hand, it practically picking up the scraps left behind.
i can truthfully claimed that this is my FIRST time feeling so ashamed of myself and my abilities. it was even worse than being rejected by NOC multiple times.
前途一片渺茫。。 and it's affecting me at the wrong time.
some people have the luxury of getting multiple internship offers, while people, such as me on the other hand, it practically picking up the scraps left behind.
i can truthfully claimed that this is my FIRST time feeling so ashamed of myself and my abilities. it was even worse than being rejected by NOC multiple times.
前途一片渺茫。。 and it's affecting me at the wrong time.
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