Tuesday, September 02, 2008
1st cac 7th mc gathering at munchies today. well, everything seems so familiar, yet so foreign. sat there feeling emo, or rather, left out. it's all about perspective i guess.
think i'm making comparison with 6th mc, which obviously is wrong as each committee is different. Since all the elections started and stuff, i realised that things have changed. but i'm glad that my asst is kinda on the same frequency as me (at least that's what i think)
i'm not putting in the effort to talk to the rest (that's for sure) and kinda dun bother to (which is definitely wrong) it's just that i started to dislike bonding tgt with too big a group. sharing my thoughts with a smaller group of frens is usually more fruitful.
dun get me wrong, it's not that i'm not interested to run for the committee. there are things that i hope i'm in the right position to change/improve them. maybe it's the transiting part between committees. thinking too much again, yeah? but yet, i hope i really can contribute in my term as a member, instead of taking a backseat. i do not wish to live in someone else's shadows yet again.
with memories in 6th mc's coming to a close, i reflect on the lessons i've learnt through this one year. looking forward to the start of something new? well, maybe not yet.
think i'm making comparison with 6th mc, which obviously is wrong as each committee is different. Since all the elections started and stuff, i realised that things have changed. but i'm glad that my asst is kinda on the same frequency as me (at least that's what i think)
i'm not putting in the effort to talk to the rest (that's for sure) and kinda dun bother to (which is definitely wrong) it's just that i started to dislike bonding tgt with too big a group. sharing my thoughts with a smaller group of frens is usually more fruitful.
dun get me wrong, it's not that i'm not interested to run for the committee. there are things that i hope i'm in the right position to change/improve them. maybe it's the transiting part between committees. thinking too much again, yeah? but yet, i hope i really can contribute in my term as a member, instead of taking a backseat. i do not wish to live in someone else's shadows yet again.
with memories in 6th mc's coming to a close, i reflect on the lessons i've learnt through this one year. looking forward to the start of something new? well, maybe not yet.
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