Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i'm not stressed..
think i'm useless. cant do things well enough. dunno how come today felt super overwhelmed by emotions. sometimes i juz hate myself for not being able to do a job well. all i know is to criticize others while i'm not that capable myself.
i'm trying too hard to be a person i expect myself to be.. and feeling super disappointed for not achieving wad i set out to do.
i'm putting up a facade that i'm doing a lot. but in actual fact, i feel as if i've achieved nothing. CAC+US for example, think i left mel doing a lot of stuff herself. i'm not much of a help.
all i wan is to do my job well..
think i'm useless. cant do things well enough. dunno how come today felt super overwhelmed by emotions. sometimes i juz hate myself for not being able to do a job well. all i know is to criticize others while i'm not that capable myself.
i'm trying too hard to be a person i expect myself to be.. and feeling super disappointed for not achieving wad i set out to do.
i'm putting up a facade that i'm doing a lot. but in actual fact, i feel as if i've achieved nothing. CAC+US for example, think i left mel doing a lot of stuff herself. i'm not much of a help.
all i wan is to do my job well..
23:42
