Wednesday, March 07, 2007
i hate wad i am now..
i know if i really wan to change i can change.. budden i cant?
ppl think it's bcoz i'm enjoying it.. budden i'm not ok?
it's juz that when one's self-esteem has hit rock bottom.. i cant climb out of the hole?
it's always why ppl are better than me.. and i cant get any better..
i dunno wad's wrong with me.. juz that recently i feel anger and sadness everyday.. it's juz that i can get angry over almost everything that doesnt go my way.. and i cant control it
hurted ppl, i did.. vent my anger, i did.. yeah.. i'm a spoilt brat..
sign of depression.. maybe.. then it means i've been in that for a long time le..
i'm sick of myself..
i need to let it out..
i know if i really wan to change i can change.. budden i cant?
ppl think it's bcoz i'm enjoying it.. budden i'm not ok?
it's juz that when one's self-esteem has hit rock bottom.. i cant climb out of the hole?
it's always why ppl are better than me.. and i cant get any better..
i dunno wad's wrong with me.. juz that recently i feel anger and sadness everyday.. it's juz that i can get angry over almost everything that doesnt go my way.. and i cant control it
hurted ppl, i did.. vent my anger, i did.. yeah.. i'm a spoilt brat..
sign of depression.. maybe.. then it means i've been in that for a long time le..
i'm sick of myself..
i need to let it out..
22:05
